to my little french friend

I understand what u feel cause I felt sometimes. Well in fact right now i´m confused with myself, since I come back my mind doesn´t stop to think what is good, what is bad, what i want, what i don´t want, what i would like to do...so i spend more than half of day lost in my personal doubts...it means completely lost, far away from the Earth...further than the sky.
hehehe u described the perfect scene of a romantic movie, with the sunrise and its colours, the green hill, the castle...and of course the perfect person so near of u. Sometimes I think that I would like to be the main character of these scenes but slowly I realized that I imagine more than I should. Nowadays people don´t have time enought to fall in love, people only want have this little portion "love" needed to relax the hormons.
I was so happy in Romania I didn´t have nobody in who think, my mind was so free that I didn´t need more than my friends around me to feel how the happiness come into myself, I felt so happy, it was the break for my mind.
So u can see that u are not the only one who thinks in these scenes. My favourite activity to fight against them is listen music while i´m walking, when I arrive at home I have walked so much that I am really tired and in the moment that i fall in the bed i sleep as never :)

take care of u,

"my french" friend ;P